I promise.

I promise. I wish I can fast forward the time...Every time I look at your eyes I can see the pact we made that day. it started out as a joke, but it suddenly took a serious turn.

Is It bad? I love holding your hand it feels so natural to hold it. I never thought about it, but suddenly I keep on craving for it.

I made the decision not to see you often anymore. I know he wouldn't know. but I really am falling for you. I know you cried to your sister about me. she told me.

how I wish I can give you my heart. What you said was true. when I was at my breaking point with my boyfriend. I wanted to run away. to go to you. you were the person who saved me.

I just have to stop these feelings for you. but thank you. thank you for understanding me. thank you for the promise. that promise is the only one I'm holding on to. I know you wouldn't break your promise. you're different from the other people I know. you're not like other guys who promises somethings but wouldnt do it. you always keep your promise. that's why I love you. you are so reliable. you are so kind and caring... noone can help it but fall in love with you.

I'm sorry I gave you back the ring. its not yet time for me to accept it. I am really sorry. maybe... when the time is right...maybe I'll be able to wear it....

I still have the heart pendant you gave to me though. that I can't give back to you. it symbolizes the things we went through, our experiences...the feelings.... I will always wear it...forever. I promise. I know you would also wear the gift I have given you. we made the exchange. I never felt so connected to someone.

Every time i feel so sad, I just think about you and our times together, and I immediately feel happy. you made my life worthwhile. its funny how things work out right?

thank you for sharing with me everything, for sharing my dreams, for sharing your dreams, for including me in your future...thank you.

having you in my life is a miracle given to me by god.