to my baby:

hello. wala lang. I guess you're wondering bakit ako nagsulat sayo ng letter.

kasi, it is still bugging me why you dont want to study. I feel bad because you can't seem to remove that fear from your mind. maybe youre not that mature yet that's why you can't see the purpose why I want you to continue your studies.

you are a very bright person, and yet your fear hinders you from being your best.

sa gusto mo na ba maging call center agent forever? is that how you see our life?

look inside yourself, you know you are meant for greater things than being shouted at. you have a chance to be your own boss, to shine.

buti sana if i'm asking you to do bad things... pero kahit baliktarin mo ang mundo, hindi masama ito. it is also for your own good.

do you know how proud I am when you told me that you already told your parents about taking up nursing? I was so proud of you. do you know why? I can already see you maturing right before my eyes. I was thinking: "now this is the man. This is my man. he knows what's best for us"


you told me your greatest fear is not meeting my expectations.... do you want to know my expectation? I expect you to TRY. just try. how hard would it be to try?

trying is not the same as failing. it's a gamble, yes. but at least you TRIED. and I would be so proud of you, just by trying. pwede nmn hindi nursing lang eh. you can study other things... pwede ka mag IT or something else... a better paying job, kung saan pwede ka pang umakyat sa corporate ladder....

dont close yourself to just being a call center agent. that is the most immature way to think of things baby. you have great potential. you just have to tap into that.

you know yourself baby.remember when you told me you got a 98 on your biology subject? it is a sign that you are very intelligent, you just have to get your groove on.

also remember that you are not the only one in the boat. kasama mo rin ako. buti sana kung iiwan kita sa hangin. hindi kita iiwan baby. you know that. I made you a promise that I will love you & I would take care of you, but can you also help me help you?

totoo, mahirap mag memorize.napagdaanan ko yan. nakita mo nnmn kung gaano karami ang halaman at gamot sa mundo... alam ko ang mga scientific name nila and medicinal purposes. it took me a long time. pero up to now, hindi ko pa rin sobrang alam yan.

you dont have to memorize everything. help me help you enjoy things. we may not be in the same school, but I'll be your tutor, & your slave.

hindi ko pinuput down baby ang mga call center agents, but it really is not healthy. you can earn more with lesser hours with more time for yourself, just earn a degree. you know that for a fact baby. why not take a risk?

is it because of another girl too? kaya nag iba ang decision mo?

let me tell you something, every girl loves their boyfriend differently. the girl you're looking at right now may want you because your taken, or because of your good traits (believe me, you have a lot). but they may also find someone who is better than you (maraming ganyang babae tlga. believe me, may mga kilala akong ganyan)

and you will be left with nothing. I'm not like that. a year seems short to tell a person that you know them well. but I also know that you know, I never joke around when it comes to love. when I give you my word, it really is my word. I never break it.

when I tell you I'm behind you, close your eyes, you will still feel my presence.

I hope you will think MATURELY baby. this is for your future... and our future.

palagi mo saking sinasabi nag ang mga chinese dapat sila ang bumubuhay sa pamilya, na sila ang dapat nagdadala... na may pride kayo... na responsable kayo...

I'm ready to see more of that in you. :D

you know what is right... and you know that nobody can love you the way I do.



sorry baby, I just want to write this down. I'm sorry I'm hurting you by writing this down, pero sana tlga maicp mo ng mabuti.

I love you very much asawa ko! sana hindi ka magalit. T_T