a friend's letter

I dont know how I fell deeply for you. I have only known you for a short time. we started hanging out with each other and as we spend more time together, I have come to admire you greatly.

You have this quiet confidence in you. you dont have to speak loudly in order for you to be heard. you are very logical, practical and intelligent. I really value your thoughts.

just seeing your smile everyday makes my day complete. I would even daydream about you, smiling at me.

your loyalty astounds me. a boyfriend that doesn't seem to realize that he has a diamond in his hands, but you still love him. I won't criticize your boyfriend in this letter but in a nutshell, he really does not deserve you. you really deserve a better person.

I would like to enumerate all of your good qualities but I know this letter would be too long to read if I do that and I know you know all your qualities by now.

It just hurts me to see you get hurt, especially by the person you say you love most. I never thought I would feel this way about someone, but I am feeling this way, and I'm glad this person is you.

I really dont get it that you still love him. when we are together and you talk about him, I feel your sadness. how come he can't even visit you or call you why do you have to be the one to call him? I dont get it. If I was your guy, I would REALLY move halfway around the world. i am a man. a gentleman at that. I would protect my girlfriend. I would like to be around her 24/7. I would change jobs just to be with her always...

I guess you're thinking that I am just saying these things because im not your boyfriend. I have been spending a lot of time with you for the past few months. sometimes, when we are together, i just pretend that I'm your boyfriend. I love holding your hands. I dont care if its a little rough. for me, its the softest hand. I wish i'm your lip gloss so that I may touch your lips with mine.

I am just rambling. actually i am scared. I know you want to move back in your country. partially because of your boyfriend and also because of studies (see, this is what I admire about you. you really are goal oriented). but I know you wouldn't move back to the philippines if I was your boyfriend.


i just dont want you to go. nobody will take care of you there. your boyfriend can't even take care of himself, how can he take care of you? I can take care of you. we can take care of each other. whenever you put your head on my shoulder, I feel contented.I rarely feel contented, but when I'm with you, all hell can break loose but I wouldn't care. not If I am with you.

I better end this now before I end up making you think I am a lunatic. just think about it well.is HE WORTH IT?

you have a good life here. why go to an uglier life?


I know you're gonna get mad at me after you see this letter in your locker. call me, anytime tonight. I know we're going to have a long discussion. :D I can't wait.







a friend of mine gave me this letter. after all the things happening to me.... it really makes one wonder. helppppppp!!!