I feel sad

my baby does not seem to want to talk to me. *sob* oh well. i guess he does not miss me enough.

I had grown so dependent on him. I never thought I would but I did. oh well.


at least I have someone else to lean on to. :D maybe I should go to his house today and spend the whole day with him. that would be nice. ^_^

I hope we can go to the beach. then he would rub sunblock on my back.... *sigh* must not let imagination run wild.

remember, you are just friends. he may want ore but you can't. dont ever EVER forget that.

why does he have to be so darn cute?! and sweet and sexy, and charming, and so caring and so sensitive....

why does he have to look at e with those soulful eyes of his that seems to make me the only person he would care about? WHY?! argggggghhhhhhh!