too many guys... too little time

my gosh my gosh my gosh!!

I know I'm bad. I'm really bad. but I rally can't help it. especially when my bf treats me like crap and there seems to be a dozen guys coming over to me, hitting on me and making me feel as if I'm worth a million dollars. haha!

oh well.... I realized one thing. if my boyfriend doesnt like me, then i will find someone else who will. haha! I already have 2 people lined up who are VERY VERY GOOD PROSPECTS. wahahaha! I already stopped feeling sorry for myself. if he does not like me, then I can't do anything about it anymore.

at least I know I gave it my all. thats it. I gave it my best shot. he does not want it, then I can't do anything about it. hah! so there!

you say you are jealous? yeah right. you say you love me? prove it. other people seem to have proven it better than you did. hah! so there.



i have roses in front of me, chocolates in my fridge, several stuffed toys in my room, all from different people. they gave it to me because they want me. they call me up all the time because they want me. because they care for me.

I dont cheat on my partner. everyone of these suitors of mine know that i have a boyffriend. but all of them know that I'm a sucker for attention.


hahaha! hahah! just venting out my frustration. haha! sa totoo lang. ang lakas ng temptation....


parang....


gusto ko ....


na mag asawa ng mayaman....

at minamahal ako...

para I can study what I want....

para i dont have the pressure of trying to make it in the world...

para may sasalo na sakin....

para hindi na ako maghihirap....

para may magmamahal sakin ng katulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanila....