masakit

It hurts when you leave someone, but It hurts more when someone leaves you. I can feel it now. my baby already left me. physically, emotionally, spiritually. I never thought we would end this way. I guess he already found someone new. I honestly don't know if I can take it. I have a knife beside me. all I need is to plunge it.

I feel really hurt. REALLY REALLY hurt. my god. help me. help me bear with this pain. help me. give me courage to go through this. i'm really scared. I am so fucking scared lord. I can't help it.

I gave all of my love to him. for him. I am ready to make big steps for him. hindi ko na kaya ito. sobrang sakit. I feel like I would burst.

my head is throbbing. I dont want to call or talk to anyone. I am just scared. too scared. please help me out. hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa buhay ko.

professionally wala. relationship-wise, nada. so what am I? nothing? chopped liver?

kill me. please. I beg you.