another rant

yep. this is just another rant. nothing is going my way this year. damnit!

tell me again why I dont like dating younger guys? yes. I said younger guys... not men bacause maybe they cant be called men yet. they are still dependent on their parents ( yeah, fine, I know in a way I am like that too. but I'm a girl! and I just ask for occasional monetary funds)



come on! thats the reason why you cant talk to me?! darn it. I know i should be more understanding.... i mean, I'm older right? hmmm....

I remember something about why people stray. this happens when people couldnt find what they want in their partner so they start looking for it in other people.I just read this somewhere....

maybe there is a truth to this saying. maybe that's why i am starting to feel dissatisfied or something... is this the reason why whenever my baby does something I dont really like i compare him to the people courting me? this is SOO BADD!!!!

I shouldn't think this way. I love him with all his shortcomings and things like that. oh well.

I also have shortcomings too, right? :D

*ring*ring*

as i was talking to my baby earlier using YM voice, my phone suddenly rings.... It was *****, the person that my bf really hate because he keeps on hitting on me, even though i already made it clear that we can only be friends.


I tried not to answer the call... but he kept on calling. I finally answered. he's inviting me to dinner... spend some time with him.... he said, get to know me better.

I'm really flattered...but...but.... BUT!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!


why does he have to be so hot?! yeah. I know this is bad. this is REALLY FREAKINLY BAD!!!!!





damn temptation. nyahaha! well, at least the temptation is wrapped in a very, VERY GOOD body. hot booty!!!