im tired

I am so tired of trying to wake up really earyl just to talk to my boyfriend. im tired of waiting for him to make his move. i am tired of feeling tired. I am tired of him not knowing what i need. i am freaking tired of everything going on.

Its like he doesn't even know the effort that I make. he doesnt even know that I am already having a hard time. he doesnt know that i already am having a hard time trying to sleep because of these things.

why can't he arrange his schedule around me? WHY?!

I don't go out that much just to talk to him. I AM SO FUCKIN TIRED NA!


why the hell am I crying na? WHY? I am so fucking tired of everything!!!!!

why do I always have to take the initiative?! I am so tired. my head is aching so much. damnit.






I'll just go to work early. hopefully someone can understand my pain.