efforts.......

have you ever felt that you are already doing everything that you can and yet as if your efforts are not being appreciated? i dunno why i feel this way. maybe its too early for the relationship, but i just wish that he would think more ahead. I feel so un appreciated. I mean, i call him, I write him letters, i try to adjust my schedule, i become late from work, i fight with my mom.... and yet, I FEEL as if he doesn't care of the efforts im making.


grrr! he should think about whatever he's doing to me. Im not saying im gorgeous, but i can also be attractive. there are people around me right now who are making more effort than what he is doing. he doesnt even seem to be interested in me. at least my past boyfriends were interested in me... or at least looks interested.


ugh! dont mind me. i guess im just a little depressed .
I just wish he would make more effort. i better sleep and lay my depressed mind to rest.